Hey lovelies...
I'm going crazy over here.
1. Mom made me eat (again)...
fuck! fuck! fuck! F. A. T. !
The weird thing about it is: when I asked her why won't she leave me alone when I say that I'm NOT hungry, she told me that she used to have an ED (although she didn't call it that way). She was starving herself (aged 15-26) and I was shocked. I mean I remember her being really thin (even now she is about 115 pounds) but when she told me that she was around 90 pounds before she got pregnant, I was left speechless.
That is her explanation of her obsessing over MY eating habits.
Really messed up family = I turned out like this
Nice to know the reason behind it, that's all.
2. I'm going to miss my dance class tomorrow.
Which basically means that I won't be seeing A. until Thursday. Just lovely! Feel the sarcasam?
I'm actually going to Belgrade because of this A-smyle program which is a student exchange program with America. I need to write 2 essays in 45mins. I don't think it'll be too much of a problem for me since my English teacher says I'm a proficiency level user. Hell yeah! Go nerds!
And I have 2 new followers: Dying to be pretty and Bella. Love you girlies <3
Oh, I almost forgot. I think I ate around 1 500 kcal. NEVER AGAIN. Pinky swear.
Stay strong ladies. I <3 you
